My Name is Autumn, like the season. No, my middle name isn't 'fall' or 'leaf'. My favorite season is Summer and I was born in Winter, contrary to popular belief. If you make jokes about my name, chances are we won't get along.
I used to try and be what everyone expected or wanted from me. I rather be hated then loved for who I am not. I do not even bother anymore. Like me? I will embrace you and we can be best friends, simple as that, just like in grade school. Hate me? Fuck you, don't talk to me, save me the bother.
I only make a promise I plan on keeping. My promises mean something to me. I hope you do the same.
I contradict myself on a daily basis. One minute I am happy, the next I am sad. Sometimes I say I am one thing when really I am the other. I'm confusing, I even confuse myself sometimes. It's just like Walt Whitman said: "Do I contradict myself? Very well, then, I contradict myself. I am large, I contain multitudes."
I say a lot of things just to get a laugh or a smile. I like people to be happy when they are around me. That doesn't mean I don't want to hear your problems... it just means i'll do whatever I can to make them better. I am not stupid, I may act it sometimes, but I am not. Look at my IQ or report cards, I'm smart and not afraid to say it. Never insult my intelligence. Why? I'll tell you to choke on a cock and die.
I like to do a lot of crazy things like dance in the rain and sneak out at odd hours of the morning just to look at the stars. I climb trees and hang out in club houses. I like to do a lot of things I did as a kid, play tag and blow bubbles on the deck as the sun sinks behind me. I would like to think I'll always be a child inside, even though I know it might not be true.
I'm a writer or at least i'd like to think of myself as one. I've been told by many english teachers and peers that I'm amazing, sometimes I believe them, sometime's I don't. If you ever want to see some of my writing just ask me, if I know you well enough I might show you what goes on inside my head.
"I'm a firm believer in the idea that if you can't be a good example, you have an obligation to be a horrible warning." - Joey Comeau