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| User: | bewhoyouwantto (13307881)
Be The Change You Want To See In The World!
- Ghandi
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| Name: | Autumn |
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| bewhoyouwantto | @ | livejournal.com (Jabber) |
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| Bio: | My Name is Autumn, like the season. No, my middle name isn't 'fall' or 'leaf'. My favorite season is Summer and I was born in Winter, contrary to popular belief. If you make jokes about my name, chances are we won't get along.
I used to try and be what everyone expected or wanted from me. I rather be hated then loved for who I am not. I do not even bother anymore. Like me? I will embrace you and we can be best friends, simple as that, just like in grade school. Hate me? Fuck you, don't talk to me, save me the bother.
I only make a promise I plan on keeping. My promises mean something to me. I hope you do the same.
I contradict myself on a daily basis. One minute I am happy, the next I am sad. Sometimes I say I am one thing when really I am the other. I'm confusing, I even confuse myself sometimes. It's just like Walt Whitman said: "Do I contradict myself? Very well, then, I contradict myself. I am large, I contain multitudes."
I say a lot of things just to get a laugh or a smile. I like people to be happy when they are around me. That doesn't mean I don't want to hear your problems... it just means i'll do whatever I can to make them better. I am not stupid, I may act it sometimes, but I am not. Look at my IQ or report cards, I'm smart and not afraid to say it. Never insult my intelligence. Why? I'll tell you to choke on a cock and die.
I like to do a lot of crazy things like dance in the rain and sneak out at odd hours of the morning just to look at the stars. I climb trees and hang out in club houses. I like to do a lot of things I did as a kid, play tag and blow bubbles on the deck as the sun sinks behind me. I would like to think I'll always be a child inside, even though I know it might not be true.
I'm a writer or at least i'd like to think of myself as one. I've been told by many english teachers and peers that I'm amazing, sometimes I believe them, sometime's I don't. If you ever want to see some of my writing just ask me, if I know you well enough I might show you what goes on inside my head.
"I'm a firm believer in the idea that if you can't be a good example, you have an obligation to be a horrible warning." - Joey Comeau
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| Memories: | 83 entries |
| Pictures: | fewer than 10 public |
| Interests: | 107: after rain smell, alex sanchez, all-american rejects, ani difranco, annie on my mind, anti-bush, anti-war, better than chocolate, bisexual, björk, blink 182, blue is for nightmares, bob dylan, books, boy meets boy, brand new, bright eyes, but i'm a cheerleader, cat stevens, catalyst, creative zen, dashboard confessionals, dawsons creek, death cab for cutie, draco/harry, fandom, foxfire, gaiaonline, gay, gaygod, get real, ghandi, gilmore girls, gmail, h.i.m, harry potter, harry/draci, hellogoodbye, heroes, holidays, homosexual, inspirtation, internet fame, jimmy eats world, john mayer, keeping you a secret, kill hannah, kyle, latter days, law and order svu, lesbian, lost & delirious, love, loving annabelle, matthew lush, medium, modern rock, modest mouse, music, nirvana, one child, perfect, poet, poetry, queer as folk, rain, rainbow, rainbow boys, rainbow high, rainbow road, red is for remembrance, remus/sirius, rent, sbp, scary kids scaring kids, she wants revenge, shoebox project, silver is for secrets, simple plan, sirius/remus, so weird, something corporate, speak, stickam, supernatural, switch foot, the 4400, the all american rejects, the fray, the killers, the l word, the summer obsession, the truth about jane, the virgin sucides, the virgin suicides, tigers child, titanic, vintage, weezer, white is for magic, white oleander, wild flowers, words, writing, yeah yeah yeahs, youtube, zen |
| Schools: | Gardiner Area High School - Gardiner, ME (2004 - 2007)
University of Maine at Farmington - Farmington, ME (2007 - present)
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| Friends: |  | 40: | 16bit_hp, aki_san, alifeeternal90, amydoestherobot, bethechange, bewhoyouwantto, brravado, celestial_cow, demon_blair, dorkorific, dressthemwicked, goldentwinkle, hobbitholes, imochan, je_veux_paix, ladyjaida, lemccartney, lupinslittlesis, madderquoise, megstoked, mistful, norwegianeyes, potterpuffs, rachaelmalfoy, sashayed, setissma, shared_boxers, slash_a_holic, smockery, songmuse, sully_is_hott, the_pill_box, the_xarlster, theatree, this_is_praxis, truffle_shuffle, whitney112, x_psychedelic, x_tonight__, zebra_smash |  | 43: | add_me_hp, cathydraws, daily_deviant, daily_snitch, eps_iahb, fiendart, gaiapotter, glockart, hogwarts_today, hp_adult, hp_heads, hp_inspirado, hp_pens, hp_roughside, hp_secrets, hp_sticks, hpfamilyfuncest, hpsmart, iheartxxx, kitsche, lj_maintenance, lj_spotlight, ljsecret, mwpp_weekly, news, pervy_werewolf, postmarks, potterscribbles, prankstersguide, puffchesters, queermaine, readingharry, rockstar_cafe, rs_prophet, sbpwebcomic, shoebox_project, slashiet, snarry_recs, teh_weasle, the_dean_show, thepornexchange, uptonogood___, voldypants |  | 2: | postsecret, softerworldfeed |
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| Friend of: | 27: aki_san, alifeeternal90, amydoestherobot, bewhoyouwantto, celestial_cow, cindy_cohen, demon_blair, dorkorific, dressthemwicked, goldentwinkle, janeowbeth, je_veux_paix, lemccartney, madderquoise, megstoked, rachaelmalfoy, ravenna_c_tan, slash_a_holic, soavefanciulla, sully_is_hott, t_o_r_ii, the_xarlster, this_is_praxis, whitney112, x_psychedelic, x_tonight__, zebra_smash |
| Member of: | 105: _____addwhore, ___negative, __addme, _feel_infinite_, accio_rs_fics, add_me, add_me_hp, added, alex_liv_lovers, any_bodied_men, barefootboys, blumchenlayouts, bookshare, cathydraws, cult_sbp, daily_deviant, death_eaters, diy_stuff, dogdaysofsummer, domus_felicus, fileshare_free, fobanners, freeculture, ftm, ftmgaragesale, fullmooncircle, gaiapotter, gaystr8alliance, gayteens, genderqueer, ginnyxluna, glockart, handwritten_lj, hardcore_hp, harry_potter, harrydraco, hg_slash, holiday_wishes, hp_adult, hp_banners, hp_directory, hp_doujin, hp_ficathons, hp_ficsearch, hp_girlslash, hp_masters, hp_plotbunnies, hp_roughside, hp_slash_finder, hp_squick, hpfamilyfuncest, hpficsearch, hprpsearch, hpsmart, hpstoryfinders, iheartxxx, ipod_videos, k_stuffs, lgbt, list_links, lj_nifty, malfoycest, moviebuffs, mp3_share, nest_of_spiders, omfg_ljstuff, payingitforward, pervy_werewolf, platform_934, pornish_pixies, potterbunnies, potterpuff_fans, puffchesters, queer, queer_ftm, queerditch_pub, queermaine, recmehp, remusxsirius, rs_games, sbp_100, sbpwebcomic, scarvesnhats, shoebox_meetups, shota, sims_sbp, slash_challenge, slashiet, smutty_claus, snarry_recs, snarry_slash, spiralbound_lj, sweetsaddiction, thepornexchange, thesims2, trannyfags, transangst, transgays, transgender, two_boys, volunteers, weasleycest, weasleys_wood, wellymuck, wizardwank |
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